October 04, 2013
I miss you beh. I miss the "love you" in your text messages. I miss everything about you. You know what beh, I find it very hard to look for another job simply because I don't have you who encourage me always to look in the internet if there is hiring today. If I went home hopeless because I failed in the interview, you just always say, "that's okay beh, maybe that's not for you. Just keep on looking." Then if you see hiring, that you think I am qualified, posted in any establishment you always told me to go there and give a try but now that we are over, my life is also over. I don't have the motivation to think of my future anymore because all my dreams to spend my whole life with you were gone.
I miss you beh. I miss the "love you" in your text messages. I miss everything about you. You know what beh, I find it very hard to look for another job simply because I don't have you who encourage me always to look in the internet if there is hiring today. If I went home hopeless because I failed in the interview, you just always say, "that's okay beh, maybe that's not for you. Just keep on looking." Then if you see hiring, that you think I am qualified, posted in any establishment you always told me to go there and give a try but now that we are over, my life is also over. I don't have the motivation to think of my future anymore because all my dreams to spend my whole life with you were gone.
How can I move on beh just like you do? Well, I know for a fact that you really don't love me and might be hated me, I should not have ask.
The reason we broke up because of Gerald and you just lasted for months because of long distance love affair. I kinda happy about it coz I now have the chance to win you back. Of course, I was wrong because you now have George.
I don't know how you meet him. He seems not treating you like I do. That's what I've observe with the two of you. You always have the first move or effort for the two of you to have communications. I kinda see myself on you and you on him. Maybe that's the kind of relationship you are looking for. That you have always the one who make all the effort for the relationship work, not like us, it's the total opposite.
I know I don't have the reasons to get jealous but I am. Every time you texted him every morning. You even call him. Stay late at night just to wait him to chat with each other which is unusual because you don't like to stay very late. How I wish, you had that desire towards me.
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